Justice for Our Children...Where's the real PROTECTION?

When Avonte first went missing, I looked at Lucas and he looked at me; searching my face for the answer of what I thought. Every time a child gets "missing" I'm not too confident about it.  If the child is not found during the first twenty four hours, chances are slim and grim!
Which was my reasoning for being OVER OVER PROTECTIVE of my children. I gave my daughter fifteen minutes to get home from school and if she didn't, it was CURTAINS for her. Why? Because, I know I'm not playing with a FULL DECK, MY ELEVATOR DOESN'T MAKE IT UP TO THE TOP, THE MALL IS OPEN, BUT NO ONE IS SHOPPING INSIDE & I'M JUST PLAIN CRAZY AS HELL WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO MY FAMILY OR PEOPLE I LOVE!
I RESPECT THE STRENGTH of CALM WOMEN like Avonte' & Trayvon's mothers; because I AM NOTHING LIKE THEM and I have a LIST OF FOLKS I'D LIKE TO PERCH UP ON A BUILDING AS A SNIPER FOR AND I MEAN THAT! A whole lot of folks are ALIVE because I'm AFRAID TO GO TO HELL WHEN I DIE!!! But I'm not that afraid when it comes down to children. Somebody took this BOY and I am REALLY HOT ABOUT IT! I'm going to STOP TALKING NOW, because what I have on my mind...GOD FORGIVES, BUT I DON'T, SO LORD FORGIVE ME!
I pray Avonte's mother some HAS SOME PEACE & THE COMFORT OF GOD'S ARMS AROUND HER. I'm breaking my silence, because I FEEL FOR HER AND THE FAMILY...SHE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN & NO MOTHER SHOULD HAVE TO LOSE HER CHILD THAT WAY! AND AVONTE' DIDN'T DESERVE TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM HIS MOTHER!!! I WISH I WAS DEXTER TONIGHT, CAUSE I KNOW SOME PEDOPHILE TOOK THIS BOY & I WANT TO TAKE A FEW THINGS FROM HIM!