NO NEED TO TELL YOU MY STORY, YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE UP ONE ANYWAY!

Isn't it amazing how people think they KNOW YOU? You have a few heart felt conversations or talks with someone and they swear they've got you figured out? I get that frequently! I love the way folks mistake my loud, jovial, talkative demeanor so callously; only to be literally chin checked by MY VERBAL REALITY! They quickly find out, there's nothing shallow about this one right here. Oh, I am quite the "SOCIAL BUTTERFLY" but only when I have to be...it's what the streets call "POLITIKIN!" Politic is what I do, smile for the camera, but folks have no idea...NO REALLY YOU DON'T!
Katie taught me quite a few things about life & my momma was the quintessential Southern Belle, The Georgia Peach and them Georgia women  "Ain't fenda show you no face!" Meaning: personal business stayed just what it was PERSONAL! With that said, No matter whatever is going on in my life, I won't be walking around looking like I done lost my best friend, NOPE...NOT ME, KATIE DIDN'T RAISE ZANEE' like that.
I love people who talk about how LOUD I AM, HOW OVER THE TOP MY PERSONALITY IS AND THE ONES WHO SWEAR THEY KNOW MY LIFE STORY; when you only KNOW WHAT I TELL YOU! I've been through HELL AND HIGH WATER, but I won't show it...I wasn't raised to. SO HATE ME IF YOU CHOOSE TO, YOU HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT WHAT I GO THROUGH OR HAVE GONE THROUGH!
Women are the ones you gotta love the most. We are our own worse enemies! Which is why I keep to myself and have become some what of a recluse, because WOMEN CAN'T BE TRUSTED! Not all of us are like this, but the vast majority of us are so JEALOUS, PETTY, CATTY, TWO-FACED AND PHONY, it's not funny. There's always some underlying issue we have within ourselves and instead of dealing with our insecurities, we envy other women who can. With that being said, this is the reason I am often alone. Once you've given enough heart felt advice, been a shoulder to cry on and a listening ear; you pretty much get tired of keeping secrets and holding your tongue after these same broads done put your business out in the streets. And most of it are lies or some misconstrued foolishness.
Today, I have trust issues with people, BIG TIME and have often said if I suddenly became rich, NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO FIND ME!!!! Only a select few would know my whereabouts and if you believe nothing else I've said in this post "BELIEVE THAT!" This walk we call life ain't easy, and folks may think they KNOW MY NAME, KNOW MY VOICE OR MY LOUD MOUTH, BUT I KNOW ONE THING...MANY OF YOU "THINK YOU KNOW ME, BUT YOU REALLY DON'T!"