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Saturday, May 17, 2014

Trust Issues Part 2...Instincts

 
When my vibe doesn't take to a person, I'm hardly ever wrong. There is definitely a little voice in the back of my head screaming loudly, even while I talk to the person. While I try not to be standoffish or aloof, I can present myself as an overbearing, condescending loud mouth. When in reality, I only show that side to people I don't care for. I often joke of being a little off, but I am not crazy at all I am in possession of all my faculties and just don't like a lot of bullshit!
There's nothing like a people in the streets coming up to you wanting to forge a friendship and you might like them as a person, but you really don't like the people they associate with. Which is usually why I am reluctant to make new friends and even with my old comrades, I can be reserved and mistrusting. Especially if they begin to keep company with people I don't trust. Once I see them engage in certain behaviors, you can bet our phone calls will become far and in between. Don't ask me to come to parties or be around people I don't care for...it's as simple as that. I hate the fact women are some timey and phony toward each other. What irks me most is how they will know they don't care for a person, but hang out with the SAME girl they dislike!
After you sit and give me a laundry list of things this person has done, why are you hanging out with them? When I see the game, I'm out. Don't ask me shit about the person, especially if I don't know them, I'm not about to dignify you with  an answer, so you can go back discuss, remix and put your spin on some bullshit? Yeah, ok...miss me with that one!
Even men have become bitches in this respect. They will maliciously malign a girls character either because they won't sleep with them, they've slept with them or they want to sleep with them. Either way, why sit up and discuss the girl, yet you're up in her face every chance you get.
My biggest pet peeve with people is when they really don't know you, yet judge you by what they've heard or "think" they know! "YOU GOTTA LOVE THESE FOLKS!" Smiling in your face, and gathering behind your back to talk about you, to the same people they talk about. Sounds messy right? Sounds confusing don't it? Makes no sense? Yeah, you get my point then. Basically, what I'm saying is while your dumb ass sits there listening to all you can about the "HATED" party, don't be surprised, the "HATED" knows about you too...DUMB ASS! What about your family? Who see you go through what ever it is, but it doesn't affect them, so in all reality, they don't give a shit. They just want you to come around, so they can get in your business and discuss YOU later!
People amaze me for lack of better words and I just can't be bothered. If I even think you're talking about me, our conversations will be VERY SPARCE and you might not hear from me at all.
I just don't TRUST people, point blank. I don't care how you help them, they will betray you at some point. Most people call you crazy or paranoid, because you are on to them. I trust my INSTINCTS more NOW than ever before and will continue to do so. We are all given INSTINCTS, use them...they just might come in  handy one day!
 
 

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