I Want To Dance With Him...All Night Long!!!

Every now and then, I get a song in my head-one that won't leave because it has some significance to it. This is one of my all time Mary Favz and the words are "REAL!" So listen and peep the subliminal side piece.

Me and this dude I grew up with used to fight like cats and dogs. I mean from grade school up, we just couldn't get along. He WAS SO DAMN MEAN and SO WAS I...so there,WE EVEN! As the years went by we'd see one another, hiss and straight MEAN MUG each other. I hadn't seen him around in years, but recently, I began catching glimpses of him in the neighborhood-riding by in a Haute Whip on the low. It's funny how you think you can't stand someone, but the one day you start talking and you can feel a sudden attraction, looking into each other's eyes!

Which is what happened one morning driving my kids to Jamaica. I pulled up on him in a sports car and spoke. "Hey...What's Good, I aint seen you in a minute!" I omit the name for many reasons, but man I'm telling you, the look on his face and in his eyes..."PRICELESS!" One, because I think he was shocked I even spoke to him and two...it's the "DAYUUMM SHE STILL LOOK THE SAME LOOK!" I knew it...the devilish grins and  mess going through our heads as we exchanged niceities was "a Bunch of Bull and I knew it! He kept it cordial though and so did I. He was alone, but I had the kids in the back and their Paw in the passenger seat. Not once did I bother to introduce them, like I once would've out of respect. That's over, he has no title in my life nor does he take precedence over anything anymore, I'm booking ahead and he knows it.

Why lie? I'm looking to move on and make moves with someone who wants to make moves with me! Anyway, he asks me if I still live in our hood and I say yeah, but I'm dying to move out of Rockaway! He then volunteers where he lives, street block and number; everything, but the address itself! The whole time, I'm accusing him of being mean to me. TRANSLATION: Are you still mean? Cause, I'm still mean too and I think we could be MEAN TOGETHER! Quickly, he defends himself, "I'm not mean anymore!" I remind him about our many fights and we both laugh about it. I guess we were too young to have sexual tension between us, so we fought! After that, I kind of went deaf, cause I was mesmerized and wanted to drive his car,both of them. Now I am intrigued and want to know more about him and I'm sure he wants the same! We race to the next light, still exchanging subliminal looks and flirting. What's bugging me out even more, is that I know he wishes I were alone, so he can slide me his math. I'm really digging him, because he doesn't seem to care the kid's Paw is sitting right there beside me. He doesn't speak or even acknowledge his presence and that makes me EVEN MORE INTERESTED! I LOVE A MAN WITH SOME BALLS...IT MADE ME WANT HIM EVEN MORE! He then tells me, "when you see SHOUT ME OUT...STOP ME...HOLLA AT ME!" I'm like "NO DOUBT!"

As we say our good byes, I want to know him more and I'm upset because we can't talk. All of this is going on while we're driving and racing to each light. A mental note of where he rests his head goes in the storage bank of my head and it will stay there. All I'm thinking about is how attracted I am to him and he doesn't even realize it... I think we liked each other as kids and fought all the time because of it. He was really mean and surly as HELL and I was one not to take ish off anybody, so you can imagine we argued and fought a lot. He always had the ill grill and mean mugged everybody. Me, you just had to push me a little bit and it was over. We literally HATED EACH OTHER, or so we thought. Only time will tell! People like this...ALWAYS end up together.

Some how though, I have a feeling things are going to be different. I haven't seen him since and I'd like to "DANCE" with him in more ways than one. This will be a journey to remember, I can feel it in my bones. The moment we get to talking and find our moment of truth, we are destined for some rough times and a test of wills; just to see which one of us will "BREAK" first! This is going to be interesting and I can't wait.
He's already playing hard to get. I won't get into the dynamics, but let's just say; I think we are in for a ride and for the long haul! It's going to be some summer...I'm smiling already!